Sunflower to Heaven [52 Apparitions]
“I would like — you see I’m far from saying that I can do all this, but anyway I’m aiming at it — I would like to do portraits which would look like apparitions to people a century later.”
These are the words Van Gogh wrote to his sister during his final days in Auvers-sur-Oise, France. In this letter, he explains why he no longer strives for photographic resemblance, but instead seeks to capture pure expression — the good, the bad, and the ugly — in his portraits. This shift proved to be revolutionary, leading to the creation of some of his most iconic works.
Now, more than a century later, the number of people dealing with mental health challenges continues to rise. Waiting lists grow longer, and support — if available at all — remains difficult to access. This leaves us with a pressing question: where do we go from here?Sunflower to Heaven [Apparitions] — a project I have been developing over the past year — is my attempt to engage with something that remains abstract to many, yet is a tangible and urgent reality for others. The series draws inspiration from the colour palettes of three of Van Gogh’s works: Sunflowers (August 1888), The Starry Night (June 1889), and Portrait of Dr. Gachet (June 1890).Reflecting a range of emotional states and human experiences, the series seeks to give visibility to underexposed, yet deeply real, issues within our society.